You are not a very social person.
You don't necessarily hate being around other people, but you don't really love it either. You would rather meet up with your friends a few times a month, and just relax and have fun on your own for the rest of the time.
take it somewhere, you know - take it to the shit store and sell it or put in a shit museum. I don't care what you do, you just gotta get it together. Get your shit together!